Today is one of the best days. School is done, junior year is over! It cant get any better.

So many plans for over the summer. Hanging out with Cassie, Holly and Heather a bunch (i hope.) 6 flags, Noahs Arc, Mountain Dew party : ) (long story but they know it)

Hanging with Mike too. Oneida in two weeks, should be fun.

Prolly working, a bunch, that is gonna be the only negative to the summer, except for the cash that i get out of it.

Then i have my races, a very good part of the summer. Hoping to improve my standings in  one class and keep it in the other. Road Ameriac Super Nationals this weekend. (pray for no rain). This weekend is gonna cost a lot. I've also gotta drive for two hours.  That will be fun.

With so much to look forward to good luck to those going on to Collage and good luck and be safe to those going in to Survice. (Chris- Air force, Tylor-Marines)

To the juniors- WE'RE SENIORS FINALY!!!

(sry this is kinda stupid, not much to write really)

Ha, i Found the funniest thing, words to our school song.

"Fight Song"

The lasers are the BEST by FAR,

they fight all thru the game.

Their history is Victory,

we're proud of K,M,'s name!.

The Lasers know they've got the go,

they're reaching for the top.

The coach, the team are on the beam,

the Lasers can't be stoppded.

that is hilarious, i knew we had words, i've just never offically seen them printed anywhere. I found them in a sport booklet for the spring sports, i have this becasue we had a banquet for track today.

The banquet was a blast, never let let lewis talk, he enjoys it too much, and (trust me on this) he don't need a microphone either. 

So this has been a long weekend. Haven't been able to write because i was away from my computer. *tear*.

So this last weekend was my Road America race (its in Elkhart Late which is in sheboygan). We went up friday to practice. I made one practice and the other i wrecked the sprocket and ended up getting picked up by the trailer. (that wasn't much fun) I had to hold my kart on the trailer, and the guy took off really fast so my kart rolled backword about half a foot and i went with it, any further and i would have fallen off the end of the trailer with the kart.

Saturday~ i did kart pick up, and i hurt my back. When we got to the hotel, i laid down and couldn't move. It hurt to sit up, or to stand up. While i was walking i had to walk up right, i couldn't lean forward at all.

Sunday~ I had my race on sunday. I had a practice in the morning (9am). Found i was pretty competative with other people. Then i waited till like 3 in the afternoon before my race. We had 19 or 20 people in the class. i was starting like 14th or 15th i think. So through the entire race i was passing by people that were pulled off to the side and hopeing that wasn't gonna be me this year. Then i went to draft off of someone, but his kart crapped out, so i stayed with the draft i was in.. So i ended up getting 7th at the end of the race (and i mean the very end, right at the finish line)

*Mike was also there on sunday, to help with the kart because i couldn't lift it because of my back.

on the way home, my mom drove back (becasue i knew i wasn't gonna make it back with out falling asleep) And i did fall asleep in the car. Then we stoped at this resturant called Kilties. while we were there i got to see a Ferarri (how ever it spelled). Then we came back home. I took  a bunch of junk out of my car, then me and mike went and checked hours for work. i have a massive amout this week.

On monday i worked from 10:30 am-4:30pm, it actually wasn't that bad becasue i worked with my friend heather,  so it went by faster.

I work tonight with the CSR from He!!, so that should be interesting, but i work with Holly so that makes it  so much better.

Well that all i have for now, so till later.

What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day
As you place the don't disturb sign on the door
You lost your place in line again, what a pity
You never seem to want to dance anymore

It's a long way down
On this roller coaster
The last chance streetcar
Went off the track
And you're on it

I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for

Well it's full speed baby
In the wrong direction
There's a few more bruises
If that's the way
You insist on heading

Please be honest Mary Jane
Are you happy
Please don't censor your tears

You're the sweet crusader
And you're on your way
You're the last great innocent
And that's why I love you

So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish
Worry not about the cars that go by
All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom
Keep warm my dear, keep dry

Tell me
Tell me
What's the matter Mary Jane...

i just like this song, and i have nothing else to put in here. I wanna try and put something in here every day through the summer at least, so i may have a lot of song lyrics and quotes

     ~I have come to the conclusion that, the state of wisconsin sucks. It's the middle of june and im wearing a sweatshirt, and the air conditioner is off. That not summer weather, but then again that wisconsin for you.~

~`*My Random Quote*`~

 Take chance. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Fall in love/ Ge to know someone random. Be Random. Say i love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Get Revenge. Apologize. Tell someone hou much they mean to you. Let someone know that YOU ARE what's missing in their life.

~`*Song Lyrics*`~

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...

                                                                       ~Blain Larson: How does it get that lonely

These lyrics so explain my school (sadly enough), thats why i put them in here. I've never heard the song either so.

In my High School, we separate the rich from the rest.
Those who wear rags from those who only wear the best.
An' in my High School, they hold assemblies for the football team,
But never for the kids with different dreams.
An' we've got jocks and we've got smokers, rednecks an' jokers:
There's a category for us all.
An' we struggle with our homework, our teachers an' their rules.
Yeah, they just think we're adolescent fools.

In my High School, there's some who think they're tough as they can be.
But when I look in their eyes, all I see is insecurity.
An' in my High School, there's some who'll wait, then there's some who won't.
Some that cross those lines an' some that don't.
We've got ac-heads an' we've got rebels; mostly saints, sometimes devils:
You see them walkin' up an' down the hall.
An' they struggle with their boyfriends, their girlfriends an' their maths,
An' they long for the bell that gets them out of class.
In my High School.

We laugh, we cry;
We fall, we fly.
Sometimes we wonder why we're even here.
We pass, we fail;
An' only time will tell,
If we'll ever make it through these teenage years.

In my High School, there's some who study for their entrance exams.
Some who just wanna play guitar in some rock 'n roll band.
An' in my High School, the seniors just cannot wait for June.
But they don't realise that we grow up way too soon.
They'll be doctors, they'll be lawyers; teachers an' warriors,
An' they'll live out their dreams, big and small.
And they'll struggle with their jobs; with their husbands an' their wives,
An' they'll talk about "the best days of their lives",
In my High School.
In my High School.
In my High School.
In my High School.

                                                             ~Blain Larson; In My High School

    I was talking to one of my friends and we were talking about our best friends. So i just decided that im goning write about my best friend, Tabby (Tabetha).

 I met her (kinda) during a race (we both race Go-karts, and not WI Dell's go karts, better than that). I was doing pretty well, and i was getting annoyed becasue i kept passing her and she was getting in my way. (she was new to this, but i didn't know that at the time). I had decided that i didn't really like her because of this. (Now i realize how stupid it was becasue i hate when other people do that). So the start of the next racing season comes around, i look at our race line up and i see her name, and i think to my self "you gotta be kidding me, she's back? she better be good this time, at least." So we go out for the two heats, i had no problems with her. then we came to the feature, this race is worth it all. I go to pass her and i end up getting really close and my tires either rubbed her bodywork (on the kart) or her tires but i caused my kart to jerk a bit, but i didn't let up. Then after the race, i decide to go and apologize (jsut in case i did something to screw her up) and we ended up chatting about it. as the year went on we became better friends. Then one day we started talking bout it. and she told me that she originally didn't like me because of the school i went to. we both thought it was funny, and its in our past so we don't dewll on it. We consider each other best friends. I think she's also half the reason i got the job i did, that or i had good timing.

We both go to different school's, but they arn't rivel schools so that not why she didn't like me because of the school i went to. The ironic thing is she use to be in my school district and the people she was friends with, now hate my guts so if she never changed schools, she never would have been my friend.

This was completely random. Just felt like saying it. Who would have ever guessed that the one person i thought i would never be friends with is my best friend, just because of a little friendly compitition. It's awsome. She has helped me with so much and i guess i have helped her too, not really sure how though.

TABBY: Your my awsome best friend

                                                    Saturday

       So this weekend was pretty cool, worked friday 3-8, which wasn't too bad. Then i worked saturday 8am-3pm, that actually pretty much sucked. Customers were crabby, that made me crabby. The day went slow, Heather started at 10, and was on a register further away, but she got to bag so eventually she ended up down by me. So after I was done, I went home and changed, then went back and got some money and waited for heather to be done, then we went shopping for stuff she needed. When we left i followed Heather to her house, and there was nobody there, so she had to try and call her mom. After a while her mom called, and she told her to make some food, which she had already done, so we were ahead. When we were done eating, we went to mike's house about, and we were there for a little while. then we went and waited by alan's house for him to get home. After alan got home we went to the Fair (summerfeste) at Field Park in Mukwonago.

       So while we were there we went on the bumper cars, Heather wanted to so bad, it was fun though. Then, alan and mike went on some strange ride that heather and I wouldn't go on. Then we went on this strawberry ride. Alan and mike started spinning it before the ride started and the carni yelled at them. Then he walked over and scared the crap out of heather when he came around and yelled at them for spinning it. After we were done on that ride, we decided to go to a resturant, we left the decision up to mike and alan, so we ended up going to Chen's Kitched. Not the Greatest in the world, but not bad. So then we went back to the fair, and Mike and alan decided to try to break the carni record on the 'berry. So Heather and I went on one 'berry and Mike and Alan on another. So after that Heather and I went away for a bit, and we came back Alan was playing a game, but he didn't win anything (i don't think). So we ended up walking around for a while, eventually Alan and Heather went off by themselves for a bit.

       On the way home Heather was in a really good mood as she was telling me. But we all had fun thats what's important. Then after we got back to heathers house, i had to back out of her driveway, but i couldn't see the end because it was dark and my car blended in (because it's black), so heather had to direct me. After i got home it took me a while to fall asleep, but after i did, i didn't sleep very well, i kept wakeing up during the night.

                                                     Sunday

     Today i had another race at badger for points. The day started out bad. Mike wasn't around to help in the morning, because he had to work, so my mom was helping my dad and I with stuff. We had to change a buch of stuff on the briggs becasue it was set up for the Enduro race the week before. We had to put a clutch on the two cycle.

      Yamaha:

First heat: 3rd place because the 4th person locked up their clutch

Second heat: 4th

Feature: 3rd for a while, but my kart was no good so i got 4th

       Briggs:

First Heat: Lost the chain in "The Boot"

Second heat: finished 5th. Someone  lost a chain, and someone else did in there rear tire.

Feature: Got nocked off the track in the "Hairpin" so i was trying to come from being behind. so i ended up 7th of 7.

I of cource got sunburnt like i always do, but im just glad im home, im actually kinda tired. This weekend was pretty good, and im happy with the way it went, and glad it went the way it did.

*YaY Heather* You made food!!!

~ Me and Heather are also being stalked by this creepy guy that we work with. *eww*

So yeasterday i got my report card and my schedule for next year.

My grades arn't that bad, and i passed all my exams, some barely. but my Official semester 2 GPA is a 3.0 which is good for me, never done it before.

Then there is my class schedule for next year:

Semester 1:

1. Study hall

2. Honers Physics

3. Auto 2

4/5. Symphonic Orchestra

(6) lunch

7. Function Statistics and Trig (F.S.T.)

8. Principles of Engineering

9. Sociology

Semester 2

1. Reasearch and Tech Comp

2. Contemporary Lit.

3. Study Hall

4/5. Symphonic Orchestra

(6) Lunch

7. F.S.T.

8. Principle of Engineering

9. Honors Physics

Dang, math 7th hour again! this sucks. (becky knows about that)

So today is basicly another pointless day. I worked from 3-8. Had nothing else to do. SO work sucked as always. Denise is stupid as always. I didn't feel well, and alan didn't help that. Costumers were cruel as always. complaining and pushing me to go faster, becasue they cant plan their time better.

~`*Random Quotes*`~

~*Love is unexplainable, its that feeling you get when you see anything that has to do with him, his family, his name, his number, anything . you just know that no matter what he s there for you. no matter what you do, how wrong it could be, he will do something to fix it becasue he loves you!*~

~*Attitude is knowing you have one....liking it..... and not careing what anybody thinks.*~

~*Just becasue i connot see it doesn't mean i cannot believe it.*~

~*Accept Me*~* I am I... Do not change me, condemn me, nor put me down. Accept me for what I am, NO you need not agree with me, but accept me. For I am total in being, I have my faults, I have my guilts, but that is who I am. PERFECT I WILL NEVER BE!!! Allow me to be uninhibited, DO NOT PRESURE ME  into feeling what I do not feel. Accept me when I am flying high, as I have accepted you when you were flying high. Do not put me down, nor makr me feel unhappy about me. I AM I... AND I LIKE BEING WHAT I AM... ME!!*~

Lets see, Went to the mall today. I needed something and i had nothing better to do either. IIm completely bored out of my mind so im trying to find something to do. I work tonight from 5:30-10 where denise got that bright idea from i have no clue, so now i have to give her a note saying hours i can work. This will be a blast.

"im talking to the cieling my life just lost all meaning do one thing for me tongiht im dying in this silence the last star left in heaven is falling down to earth and do you still feel the same way do you still feel the same way."

                                                                   Heres your letter- Blink 182

Yea so work....pointless as always, go figure. As soon as most people left at 8, it got busy. And of cource through all of this i have no bagger so im doing dubble duty, becasue people can bag for themselves....lazy people. *now i remember why i don't like working till 10*

If it wasn't for how much i get paid, i'd prolly leave. But i cant afford to. *tear*

So i leave tomorrow morning for Oneida, with Mike (and his parents). Should be interesting. I get to learn how to fish, can't be that hard can it? Anyway, theres a 4 hour car ride to start with, hopefully i'll sleep through most of it so it won't seem so long. I wont be back untill wednesday the 29th. So that would be the next time i write depending when we get back. Other wise i'll write on the 30th. I also work thursday-saurday (how much fun).

So my pay check this week was $157.72, never made that much before. But it will make up for all the money i've spent in the last two weeks of summer.

Nothing really much to say i guess. I'll have more when i get back.

So i haven't written in forever (actually only a week but...seems like it). anyway... my week....

Oneida:

Left Saturday the 25th at like 10 am. 4 hour drive up to their cottage, but we stoped at a dennys (i think, otherwise it was a perkins but they're the same thing anyway). But then we headed for the cottage. Once we got there we unloaded the car and put stuff away.then we went down by there dock, and i tryed to help keep mike from helping Emily's boyfriend from throwing emily into the lake. Later Emily and her boyfriend left and went home. and we really didn't do much then. Sunday: We got their boat ready and got it out on the lake, that was ammusing.we also went swimming, but it was cold because the sun was mostly behind the clouds. I also threw mike in, that was ammusing, and now he owes me one. We also went to a water ski show. That was pretty cool.  Monday: Becasue of the Ski show mike decided to try water skiing. That was funny to watch. He eventually figured it out. Later that day we went tubeing, then i laid out in the sun and got a little bit of color (burnt). Tuesday: I didn't do much but sleep becasue i didn't feel very good all day. But mike went fishing but didn't catch anything. Then we had a fire, we even had smores, and mike set off fireworks, and firecrackers. (boys and their fireworks). Wensday: We worked on packing up and we left by i think 2pm. On the way back i fell asleep for about a half an hour. Then they found a fireworks stand and stopped and Mike and his dad bought some. Like i said before guys and their fireworks. Then we got back and they dropped me off at my house, and they met my mom (again) dad and my brother (AHHHH, Scary thought). Then i went to holly's house around 9:30 because i was board and i stayed over because i didn't feel like driving home at 3 in the morning during a thunder storm. (to many things to go wrong)

Thursday: Got home from holly's then went to colorguard right away i worked from 4:30-8:30, then i went with mike and his dad to watch the fireworks at Summerfest. It was pretty cool.

Friday: Didn't do much that i can remember. But i worked from 5:30-10:30 that was a blast as always. Got my schedule for work for next week. 30 hours total. and there all shifts longer than 5 hours which i cant really do anyway because standing for a long time bothers my knee. But Denise is an idiot.

Today: Nothing really, moms having a rumage sale and i work from 3-8.

YAY!! Forth of July. Fireworks!!!!! (if it stops raining) poo. the weather sucks today. 'Eh i worked today anyway from 10:30-3:30. Never, i mean NEVER work on holidays. It's torture. Everyone's in a hurry, and one litte thing and they want your head for it. But that was only for about 2.5 hours of my shift (right when i was suppose to have my break). 

Anyway, its been raining all day, kinda sad, but we really need the rain. It would be fun to play or dance in it if it was pouring, but it's not, so i cant.

Can you believe it im not doing ANYTHING what-so-ever for the 4th, but thats nothing new of cource.

~*Random Quote*~

Love is when you hang up on him and he calls you back, when you tell hinm you hate him and he tells you he loves you, when you beat the shit out of him and he leaves and calls you on his way home, and when you tell him that its to soom to have sex and he says "thats okay"

~*Random Quote*~

never walk by a penny on the ground, because nobody is too rich to have an extra penny in their pocket

*^close enough to being words of wisdom*

This is all i have for today other than i worked but it wasn't bad like it was on the 4th

YAY!!!!! HAPPY DAY!! IM WRITING IN HERE AGAIN, SINCE LIKE A MONTH AGO!! DID YA'LL MISS ME???? WE'LL OF COURSE YOU DID, THIS IS ME WE'RE TALKING ABOUT. (IM SO COCKY). OK, NOW I WAS GONNA SAY SOMETHING IMPORTANT BUT I DON'T REMEMBER ANYMORE.

BUT ANY WAY MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ABOUT 4 DAYS...YAY!!!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!!!

WOO!!