Through the solitude of my room, i discover the true happiness of being with you.

So yea, 5 or 6 weeks into college now, and im doing ok with it........ yes only ok, it could be better but im working through it.

Man i so forgot this existed until i got an email yesterday.....lol

Its finally cold now, but we have no snow, if its cold we need snow. I can't wait till winter when we have snow, because then i get to go 'boarding. With anyone that can snowboard. I want to get a new snowboard tho, i mean i like my old one, i just want something different if i can find anything that i like better which could be hard, because i love this board. i've had it since 8th grade, even though i've only used it twice.

So yea i turn 18 on Nov. 15th. Im excited. *I'll be able to scan beer* I want to do something for my birthday becuase my sweet 16 wasn't so sweet. I wish i could do somthing big, but that would be hard, me and my friend holly got into talking about giving each other surprise partys, i only said that because a surprise party would be fun, and...........surprising...gee.... who would have thought. Plus i''ve never had a surprise party in my life, i've always seen them on tv, people walk in and all their friends jump out and yell "surprise" wee, anyway, i don't know what to do, but its a few away so, im not to worried right now i guess.

Im gonna finish good this year in my racing, im gonna get 5th in the animal class at badger and 4th in the animal class for CES, then im gonna get 2nd for the Yamaha lite class at badger. *YAY* this was sertinly a good year. so, this week in my racing the Yamaha class whent just fine, i got 3rd in both heats and got 4th int the feature but not by much. in the briggs class i had my share of problem. 1st heat my seat mounts were loose so my seat hit the clutch. That not good for the clutch, but not real bad either. So i took the green to get the points then i came off. In the 2nd heat i was in 2nd then got passed so then i was in 3rd, a really close 3rd, then then a thing for my breaks broke and i lost pressure in the lines and i had not breaks, so i had to crash my kart in to the pillows. and i manged to move two of them. (FYI they weight around 20lbs or so). After doing that i hit my knee agains the steering colum and now the side of my knee is bruised. but its not bad. it just hurts a little.

I get to go to fright fest twice this year.....this friday with the marching band and next saturday (the 22) with some of my buddies from work. im so excited, it will be fun. So this friday i get to go to fright fest and don't get back until like 12:30 am then i get to go to work at 7am and work till Noon, then im doing who knows what with the rest of the day, but thats why i like working in the morning on saturday, it gives you the rest of the day/weekend* to do stuff which is great. *(weekends when i don't race sunday)

So yea, talking about homecoming again......i had a blast, 1) becasue mike was there and 2) prolly because it was my last homecoming at my school, and if it was bad id hate myself forever. I got plently of complements on my dress which was awsome, because i usually don't get complements. My crosage was beautiful, and my bf gave me half a dozen of roses which are lovely and still living.....*i haven't killed them yet*..... I got a lot of pictures of my favorite people.....even my freshy Courtney. This year homecoming was amazing....i didn't have people bothering me, and i had mike there with me. i also my my good memories from cody and cailley, and then all the bad memories from the way people dance *they look like they're trying to do god knows what* to seeing peple making out off to the side or while dancing *that must be hard*. Anyway. sunday night i went to take the bobby pins out of my hair and i pulled out 43 of them. It took me 15 min to get them all out. them in took me 15-20 min to wash and comb all the crap out of my hair and get all the knots out of my hair. But it was so worth it. (tell me if you want to see homecoming pictures)

I may try to do a halloween party this year, idk yet. But im figuring on it. I want to decorate my basement really creepy, maybe i can scare heather even. *evil laugh* that could be loads of fun. spiders everywhere. But yea, i'll try and do something cool, i mean i guess my bonfire was a blast even. And if for some reason its warm i can try to do a bonfire also ( i doubt it will happen but ya never know we live in WI). I jsut don't have a whole lot of ideas because i haven't thought about it. I should be a costume thing i almost think. not sure, give me some feed back on ideas for anything to do for it.

Tribute to holly-
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Don't forget saturday the 15th is Sweetest day......(Damn hallmark hollidays) 'ehh. it gets guys to buy flowers and cards and other stuff for their girls.


ok so this post took me over an hour to type so you better have enjoyed reading it. And hopefully you'll want to post something back about something, anything. I'll take anything. I love you all. Talk to me sometime on AIM or phone me.